♥-Chɚrish Bloşsȏm

It's a brand new year,

I really wish I will have the ability to control all the outcomes.
My mind is full of the uncertainties that could make me insane.
The first time I felt zero confidence on,
the more and more inputs really make me sick,
I should not key them in but too bad it's my fault again.

I really wish I could bury my mind,
so I could stop thinking everything,
but even if I stop, things still go on.
I m lacking of strength and analysis skill on this.
My skill was too weak and I could not identify the following things already.

Can I make a move according to my preference?
but I'm bound with the conditions,
I may lose everything if I bleach the terms,
yet what should I do to get win-win solution?
I'm still crazy of going for the gamble,
at least the answer will be shown in the end of day.
Just the matter whether I can accept it if it turns bad or not.

Don't be afraid of hurting, you've gone through something like this before.
Don't drink pepsi, as don't ever asking for more,
Learn to be obedient to the fate and not trying to change what had been set on you,
you can't run or avoid anyway.
Assumption always plays the role of killing the mentality,
which it always cover the ugly truth behind the screen.
Please learn to see through the glasses and not looking on the glasses..
Things that have been set must be complete according to plan,
even it's challenging and even the winning rate is only 0.01%.
the rest 99.8% I could see the outcome and even the speeches,
the 0.01% left is for me to pray for miracle...
Traps set by you must be uninstall by you only anyway...

I read an email and I find it interesting... so I decided to share it here.. Enjoy ya...


What is marketing ??

1. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: ' I am
very rich. Marry me! ' - That's Direct Marketing'

2. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One
of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says: ' He's very
rich. 'Marry him.' -That's Advertising'

3. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her
telephone number. The next day, you call and say: ' Hi, I'm very rich.
'Marry me - That's Telemarketing'

4. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten
your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a
drink, you open the door (of the car)for her, pick up her bag after she
drops it, offer her ride and then say:'By the way, I'm rich. Will you
'Marry Me?' - That's Public Relations'

5. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and
says:'You are very rich! 'Can you marry ! Me?' - That's Brand
Recognition'

6. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am
very rich. Marry me!' She gives you a nice hard slap on your face. - '
That's Customer Feedback '

7. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am
very rich. Marry me!' And she introduces you to her husband. - 'That's
demand and supply gap'

8. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you
say anything, another person come and tell her: 'I'm rich. Will you marry
me?' and she goes with him - 'That's competition eating into your market
share'

9. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you
say: 'I'm rich, Marry me!' your wife arrives. - ' That's restriction for
entering new markets '

我真的希望不会发生，
希望一切都不是真的，
我只是在做梦。。。
我有什么资格关心人？
我有什么资格安慰人?
请上天告诉我，之前的只是在补偿我吗？
我已经那么不完美了，为什么又要加多一个不完美的元素？
我真的接受不了，
会有哪个人接受得到？
我不要人家可怜我。。。
可怜救不了我。
我只希望我的身体不是在开玩笑。。。
请告诉我，根本是判断的错误，不是真的。

要面对的恐惧，没有离开过，
期望的快乐，也不曾出现过；
假象的、虚假的多不胜数。
生活里的事，是重复了又重复，
原因是自己根本没有学乖过。
很多时候，会常常埋怨和指责别人的错，
仔细想想，追根究底是自己的疏忽。
一年前的教训难道是白给的？
不是不想理会，而是自己做不到，不忍心做到。

对那些测出来的画面，
那些可怕的感觉，几乎没散过，
但是重复着在想和看，都开始厌倦了，
为何还是那么笨？
只因为自己太在意不应该在乎的地方了。
连自己的健康都在警告着自己，
为何太在意？
要改变的，挡不到，
应该改变的，舍不得；
不该变的，天天变着呢！
只能承认自己错了、累了、也痛了。

也许遇见极度相反的人，是个学习的机会，
可我看到的，接受不到，
接受到的，做不到。
自己真笨！我失败了！
很多时候，无论别人做了什么和说了什么，
只想沉默和微笑带过，心里要说的也懒得说了；
因为就算说了，东西是不会改变的。
很多人，说的每次都自相矛盾的，
我不拆穿只想留点面子。
说道好像非常了解似的，
但是你又了解我多少？
理解还是不理解不是重点，
重点是把你们自己的想法当成是我的为人，那就是大错特错！

无论如何，
答应了自己的事，这次不得有误了，
我只希望自己能坚持，不被动摇到了。
就算以后是很惨败的，很无助的，
时间也回不去了。
就连一点对事情的去向也不抱任何希望，
与其让它自己自然走，不如让我自己决定怎么走吧！